Lfe is always be a Life..

I choose to love Him more..

More and more in this life..

As He first give me more than what I deserve..

I must admit this as long as we live..

We are demanding many things..

Things that we want have, wanna get, wanna own, wanna keep..

Sometimes having all of it is not part of the best moments in life.

I do learn that..

We are becoming more stronger at the time

we didn’t get what we dream the most rather than at the time

we get what we want..

We becoming more mature at the time we learn to

become the giver  at the time we have less rather than the time we have more..

We learn to love more at the time when just few

People appreciate what we do for them..

Most of the time, life is always be a life..

No matter how hard or how  easy it can be..

Love it, Live it and Lets have a Great Ending ^^

At The Cross.

Its never too late..To see what actually behind the cross.

In celebrating Good Friday last week..

We will talk more about Jesus..

remembering Him for what He has done for me and us..

This time..i keep remind myself..

At the cross..

The cross remind me that Jesus has come

down to this earth,

With His deepest humbleness,

to guide us to the truth and lead us to His light,

At the cross He die for me,

At the cross He set me free,

At the cross He show us there is Hope,

At the cross He prove Your love,

At the cross He clear our sin,

At the cross He show us there is hope,

And seeing the cross every single day, 

i want my heart know that the truth behind

the cross is not just about unimaginable 

pain that Jesus feel but how the Unconditional Love in Him at the cross that make me one important reason in His life.

Thank You Jesus for loving all of me.

..love keeper..

i think i fall in love..

when i see him..

hear him..

listen to him..

its never get enough..

i became a person that want to

..always be there for him..

he seems have answer for everything..

his humbleness make me think..

i love him even more..

more time goes by..

the more want him..the more i think i need him..

but then..

it should not be that way..

then again..

there a sign...that tell me i must stop.

this love i guess i can stop by my own..

so..

i pretend to feel nothing..

when he was in front of me..

smile..laugh..talk,..

like he were just someone else..

but deep inside..

i wish he know..

i wish i have so much courage to tell him..

'hey..tell me to stop loving you and i am sorry for loving you'

i remind myself..i am the love keeper..

silently love..silently forgetting..silently deleting

all feeling....

* i can call it hurt but its not painful*

..the end..

Why is that so hard to be just normal and fine..

without even hurting You..
Making You sad..
Disappointing You..Doing the little stuff truly hurt me cause I hurting You more..

I promise but I broke it..I promise but I forget it..I hope but I change..I pray but...

Would you hold onto me again?

Would you bring me back and remind me more please..

If i ever fall down..

Just stop me and let it be the end..