His Beloved..

When i was a kids..

I would like to know who is God..

I heard that He love good girl

I remind myself to be a His good girl..

When i was teenager

I hear so many voices..

See so many things..

I try hard so hard to remind myself to be His favourite..

Day by day pass..I remind myself to be strong in Him

but..i give more attention on things outside Him

i have put away little by little my love for Him..

Until one day...

every good things had gone..

im alone and scare..nobody even try to care..

it remind me of Him..

His promises..

His Love..

the way that He care for me..

His name is Jesus..

until He slowly came and said

"You are always my beloved child"

^_^

Love.....

Love...
it silent..
it never hurt..
it was giver..
never judge...
calm...
it always learn..
it soft...
swallow the pride..
keep the good and bad..
it feel peace..
never hate..
soft...
follow the heart..
never lie..
covered with truthfulness..
feel warm inside..
it unbroken..
receive unperfection..
...Love

I want to...

Dear Lord..

I know You are there..even when I can't see you..I want to believe You are there..
I know that You hear me..everything I say..even I never see how You really will..
When everything go tougher..I want to believe that You are closer..

^_^

I know how its feel....

I know how its feel....
when you saw someone...she/he is the reason for you to smile..
when you trying to seat a little far away because you want watching them silently..
when you try to act cool when she/he is in front you but inside seem like screaming..
when you let your friend talking to she/he just because you want to hear their voice..
when you wanna know all she/he detail but you just see that in Facebook..
when you have their phone number but you never try to contact them..
when you call them with a different form your nickname because you want them to know you..
when you feel happy when their talk with you just for the simple things..
and for everything that you have feel inside after a long time...
you feel sorry for Liking she/he...?